When I wrote that title I almost laughed out loud at the irony of it. I write for a living; why do I need to write during my personal time? But I need to. While I pride myself on writing ten 500 word articles right in a row on the benefits of solar paneling or dentists in New Hampshire, I find myself getting burned out on the pointlessness of it all. Although my writing may be pointless, juvenile, and stereotypical to other people, it's none of those things to me.
An update: I currently live in all the glory a twenty two year old college graduate could hope to dwell in-my parent's upstairs spare room. I can't lie. Packing up my GRE and LSAT prep books and putting my hard sought after scores filled with sweat, tears, and bits of my brain into a box was the hardest thing I did this year. Dreams can fade into the distance; and I have to convince myself that the process of grasping a dream is almost better than the actual achievement. But then, there are the moments that remind me why I'm here where I am now. Like earlier, when Dameon told me in broken English that his favorite food in the "whole big world" was cupcakes as frosting dripped from his fingers and chocolate crumbs laced the corners of his wide-lipped smile.
“The most beautiful things are those that madness prompts and reason writes.” -Andre Gide
Monday, June 3, 2013
Wednesday, January 2, 2013
A Year in Review
For the sake of journal purposes....
January: It's sad but I really don't remember. I went to school?
February: Wedding planning galore. Plus, I turned 21! Wooooooooo!
March: I got more sick than I have been in years. Thankfully, I recovered two short days before I got married to my BFF on a glorious spring day. Sean and I then honeymooned on a cruise to Enseda Mexico!
April: Continued settling into our apartment. I managed to break our blender and figured out how to use my wonderful Kitchenaid.
May: End of the semester for both Sean and I! I ended this month jobless and bored out of my mind.
June: Sean and I both worked. I found a job at Olive Garden, that I rejoiced in quitting 8 weeks later.
July: Still working lots.... Went to California with Tara!
August: Sean and I began school again. Began working @ Tucson Chrysler Jeep, on campus, and interning at the Attorney General's Office.
September: Almost lost my mind.
October: Still losing my mind.
November: Went to Gilbert for less than 24 hours for Thanksgiving!
December: End of the semester- Sean finished his first full year of college! Christmas and a trip to Knott's Berry Farm.
January: It's sad but I really don't remember. I went to school?
February: Wedding planning galore. Plus, I turned 21! Wooooooooo!
March: I got more sick than I have been in years. Thankfully, I recovered two short days before I got married to my BFF on a glorious spring day. Sean and I then honeymooned on a cruise to Enseda Mexico!
April: Continued settling into our apartment. I managed to break our blender and figured out how to use my wonderful Kitchenaid.
May: End of the semester for both Sean and I! I ended this month jobless and bored out of my mind.
June: Sean and I both worked. I found a job at Olive Garden, that I rejoiced in quitting 8 weeks later.
July: Still working lots.... Went to California with Tara!
August: Sean and I began school again. Began working @ Tucson Chrysler Jeep, on campus, and interning at the Attorney General's Office.
September: Almost lost my mind.
October: Still losing my mind.
November: Went to Gilbert for less than 24 hours for Thanksgiving!
December: End of the semester- Sean finished his first full year of college! Christmas and a trip to Knott's Berry Farm.
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